i'm alone

hey,morning morning.dok je kat uma ni.sorang sorang. parents tade. g melaka de kursus. hmm. bord kn. nk kuar tpi,,?? urm, i ignore my phone taw. sbb bosan. grr!!

hye,miss my adeq la. mne dye pegy.call ta angkt.msj ta rply.  my baby sista. i miss you so much la.));

.shahira.

urm,2more days nk g plkn.); ta sedie agy okay. ytpi nk wat cne kn.hmm..

doakn la ea aty selamat je kat sne.

taw2

doakn yg  tbaek je tok aty taw.

wury.

hey sweetalker!

leave me alone.okay?);

kukup golf resort((;

togather before gerak g kukup golf resort

with my roomate.deqna n as.imy

the kukup golf resort(;

sesak sesak kn mase nih

SMILE.tpi nga lapa.wait nak mam2 je nih(;

hey,taw taw.ni pon nga lapa gaka an.;D

ni lagy la. adey,,;D

urm,mse jmuan ni.ade ceramah aw.memg gle busan la kalu spe yg dok blakg2 uw. coz ta dgr la. haha. ade yg ley tdo nyenyak agy aw. tpi deurg yg dok depn n dgr sume tuh.ley nanges tawuk. dye bg cermh pasl murid n guru.tataw la pasl ape.hmm,, aq borak borak jer.((; memg best mse smpi. best mse makn. tpi mse jmuan ni, ujan pulk. so, cam tenang je tengok padng golf tuh. aty,bella n ija nanges same2 coz tharu kat somethg ni. ija prob dye. bella miss smeone. aty sket ati.)); sokay syg. kte da lepas sume tu an. hmm. sedey sgt mase tuh. strt dri situ, n smpi blek aty ta stop nanges.bella alwys by my side mse tuh.thnkz k. aty pon fahm prob awk tuh.

sumpa rindu gle mase nih

kisah ijat,aty,doyoq

ni kenengan mase kat sekola dulu. ta silap mase ni mlm. sje je dtg sekola. mam kueh rayer ngn my ayah syg. MR.MAHADI MAT.(;

time nih deurg sume nga balon kueh kat dlm makmal.kami be3 kuar n pick aqim fer photogrpher.ehe.

bungek kn.

ijat:doe,take care aw(;jge aten baek baek okay

doyq:aha.jgn pikr dye sgt taw.ily

hangout 28 disember

urm,smlm ac2lly kuar nk g medical check up fer PLKN. dr tu la mule2 soh dtg. then g la an ngn mmbr,doyq. then,soh uncle anta. blh plak,da smpi sne,dye kate tayah buat pulk.grr.tu yg g abeskn mse kat kdai uncle uw.makan makan makan n makan je.bru smggu,bert da naek 3kg aw. grr.wury nih.ehe.then,mmber mesej kate nk dtg bp.urm,na meet. hish.ta ckp awl awl.kalu tak blh gerk awl g town taw. tape.dpt gak kuar ngn deurg.tpi kejp je la

  .hee.doyq

nga tngok MCdonald show mse nih.best tw taw

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shoping list:

nano wht omega day     rm29.90

fol oc pimple gel            rm 14.90

nano wht microfoliating  rm 14.80

 just fer my face.ehe

.ilng ckit rindu kn.imy la(;

bebear bebear

hey hey.how much i love this bear.AHA. sje jer.bord.ta de bnde nak buat.urm.kat ruma tade org.so wat je la pe yg patot.

dis bear given by HIM.as my BIRTHDAY given.ily bebear<3((:

snap pic ni tyne on call nan dye gak(;

with my mathematisc paper(;

attention:na bwk bebear ni g PLKN la.tpi beg ta muat meyh.hee.)'=

myspace money

 

hey! just click sje.
bukk and bce smpai faham.
anda boleh buat duet taw!thnk((:

always remember this

mariam,dont let your beautiful tears flow from your beatiful brown eyes because of GUY,hunn! take a good care of yourself.be as i see you before.there's a lot of things in scholl we learn.you just need to be strong.from now on,you just dont easily trust people's promises.because WHY?? cus of promises you lose everythings!look forward and dont ever try to look back and you dont regret what you've done on the past in what you think you should do.friends may come and go and i will stay to be your friend for ever and ever. last but not least, I LOVE YOU ATY<3

hey,thnk fer this speech girl

yes i will darl. i alwys remember this.

dont worry okay. i try my best to not easier to trust someone.

and most important

i'll throw the fucking things from my mind okay.

thnkz for everythg girl.thx to be my friend and alwys with me everytime i need someone.

thank thank thank

last word for you:I LOVE YOU FRIEND

life after freedom from SPM

today nothing special.bosan sgt dok umah ni. ta keje. ta amek g driving class pon.just wait PLKN je.
grr,,hey! how much i misss you all.miss talk talk and talk.huh!i'm alone je kat uma.kalu kat ostel tuh, ok ckit ade member nak borak.kat uma.grr,,nothing! sokay la. tahn je. urm ac2lly,after spm ni lgy wury taw think bout my result. but, for me,i do well.hurm,days by days i'm just waiting fer something come in my life. but all just dream la. takn dpt pnye ok.hmm.

sad); i'm so worried

aty kat uma,, cuti,, demam lar,tpi nseb baek juz demam panas biase jer,, bukn saspek H1N1 taw,, demam dr ari khmis.. ari isnin msuk wad,, naseb baek slase da blh kuar,, my mum bwk blek uma,, adey,busan ouh dok uma,, tataw na buat ape,, da la stu buku pon aty ta smpat nk bwk blk,, hmm,, snggah hostel juz nk amek purse jer,, YA ALLAH, ble agknye aty nk btol2 sehat cam kawan2 ekh? seronok je tgk deurg y sehat tuh,, hmm); ni da hri ke-8 aty demam,, aty nk blek ostel ahad ni, tu pon mak kate kalu da btol2 sehat,, tpi aty nk SPM,, trial nk dekat da,, adoy,, risaw2! aty da ttggl byk blajar dah.. yela,da smggu ta sekola,,

doakn aty cpt sembuh taw

lame ta update..hmm

hey, cuti saket yg membosankan..aty kne saket mate aw.. Ya Allah,, saket gle doe,, cam nak tercabut je biji mate nih,, hmm,, ni sume virus dak2 ostel la.. rami tol yg kene,, hmm,, kat uma aty dok dlm bilk je,, takot parent aty jangkit,, tamaw la, sian kat deurg nnti,, huh! ary slase da blek.. da la ta buley kuar,, mak tak bgy, hmm,,, tataw la npe tension je akhr2 ni,, macm2 problem datg,, ntah ble na setle pn tataw,, study pon ta focus. rslt mid year! hancur la.. nxt month da nk TRIAL,, doakn aty succes uke! hmm,, ha, cte pasl ostel,urg y slalu temn aty tido tade da.. dye da tak stay ostel agy,, tu deurg ade reason sndri la;phmm,, k la,, lupekn sume tu.. ape y aty kne buat skrg! blaja!blaja!blaja! tuh je uke!(;

jantong ati aq!

deurg ni my sayangness taw! smpi skrg kitaurg je y still rapat taw! y len.. hmm.. da bz nan hal msing2.. br shari ta jmpe.. aty da rndu banget sme deurg ni. u all.. imy la..); aty syg korang sanad2 taw! even mcm2 y kte lalui.. korang tetp ade nan aty time susa senang an.. thnkz k..aty juz na ckp y aty rndu korang jep..

imy so much ily babe!<3 t8 cre taw!

lme tak update!

eyow.. huh! da lme sgt aty ta update blog ni.. mcm2 da blaku kat aty taw!hurm.. ary ni frst scholl oliday...wa.. sonok nyer... tpi fer 2 weeks i will miss him.. suwkey.. agypn.. he not wury bout me pn kn..!!!! aduy.. indu la kat mmbr2 aty.. aty bru paz exam.. smlm last paper.. susa ouh! tpi aty ta rse cam da abeh exam pn.. coz spm lom agy la.. scary ouh! cuti ni aty tade plan sgt na kuar.. ntahla.. rse cam busan jer oliday kli ni.. tp tataw agy la kn.. ha! ary tu aty ade kuar nan mmber2 aty taw.. sjer jer na lepaz tension.. tpi sebab sume tur.. jdi kes kat ostel.. cam sengal je an! haha! warden tu tak paham kitaurg langsung.. grrr!! ade ke patut kes luar ostel.. na babitkn kes ostel.. pikir la ckit an.. sejak ary tu.. asyik kitaurg 8urg.. kne mngdap caunselor taw! perit tinge ni kne leter.. huh! tpi kitaurg tpkse mnjawab coz cte sume da jdi laen gle taw! ntah cg mne ntah yg fitnah kitaurg kan.. hish..! ta pahm btl la..sejak ary tu.. kitaurg nak buktikan kat cg y ktaurg tak buat!! tgk la skarg an! ade ke kitaurg tlibt dgn kes dak2 date uw! tade kn!!!!!!! tpi smpi skarang warden memg suke sgt cri kesalahan kitaurg.. haha! pduli ape! suke ati l;a waden2 tu na cakap ape pn.. y pnting i know what i do uke!!!!kitaurg ta buat la bnd2 ta baek tu... hmm.. pade aty.. sume da uke.. wrden pn, da tutup mul;ut ckit.. tpi kekadag perli2 gak.. smlm pn kne gak ngan pengetue.. adeh...!! da la.. malaz na pikir da.. hmm.. ap y pnting!! epy oliday....;p

epy oliday!!!

uma sara!(;

hey! aq kat uma tona ni.. hee.. urm.. besh gak la.. smlm g hangout, g cs nan tona n none.. clzmte aq pn ad gak.. myul nan apiz... sonok ouh hangout nan deurg..ac2lly, ta rancg pn na g cs, tpy ad urg ajk an.. g je la.. hee;p none! thnkz fer everythg aw! kaw byk blnje aq nan tona.. thnkz darl... syg kaw la none!!!! thnk fer lolypop.. hee... none nga byk duet uw.. byk ouh dye blnje ary tu..(; kitaurg ajak nad gak..tpi dye ta ley join pulak.. urm.. tpela.. 3 urg pn da harok da.. (; urm.. 2 mggu agy na 17hb.. hee.. ta sabar ta sabar!! na wat keje gle ckit.. (;haha.. eh! mlm tdi.. aq wat belated april fool gle2 kat surg mmbr aq ni.. abeh kedit aq.. nseb bek wat super saver!! dye pn caye je nan aq doe.. memg gle tol!! bpe lme aq gayot juz na wat AF jer.. hee..;p u! sury k.. sje jer tu.. tade keje la..

fuckin hostel

da sminggu aty kat hostel! urgh.. mcm2 da blaku.. ngn prob lagy.. study agy tah da mcm pa.. cg ni asyk bzy jer.. na study pn tade smgt taw! deurg asyk bz ngan matric jer.. urm.. mggu ni pn sme ouh! nxt week jdual anjal lgy.. penat kne duduk kat dewn tu.. kalu ad kusi tape.. !! stiap kli nk bgn jer.. kaki semut2! germ taw! cg ni tak paham la.. bkn masuk pn bljr rami2.. da la panz1 lalat byk pulk tu.. ade ke patut lk buat kat lantai.. da la aq ta dpt meja.. tpi im dpt! im ni mmbr aty.. dye ni mcm setan! gelak ta ingt dunie..! kn im kn!! adoy.. mggu ni aty ta blk.. nxt week pn ta blk gak.. myb 30hb kot br aty blk.. ni aty juz un9 kat library sekolah jer ni.. rndu sgt kat blog ni.. hee..;pna taw ta.. mlm td ad somethg y tjady kat aty taw! sedey gle.. aty ta ley time sume ni.. tp na wat cane kn.. da ini sume nk tjd kat aty kn.. memg sume urg y aty syg akn wat camtu kat aty.. ); haish.. sedey2.. ape sala aty ni?? npe tana ckp?? dye juz ckp, dye "ad reason dye sndri!" huh! suwkey la.. memg ini y patut aty dpt! ntah la.. aty na study pn ta focus taw! asyk pikr jer.. );aty mish my parent la... lme agy na blk ni.. hish.. ni aty nan im ni.. nyebok je dye ni.. buhsan kat library ni.. madah kne wat karangan jer ngan sir.. tu yg dye kacau aty uw.. haha;p


aty not in mud..);

location: library smtp!(;

bad day!);

sury to say yg ary ni aty btl2 mudy.. tataw la npe.. urm.. myb cz someone y ta maafkn aty lgy..);); aty da say sury byk kli da kat dye taw.. but.. ); urghh.. n na blk ostel da ary ni.. ish.. suwkey2.. urm.. so aty rarely un9 la.. coz kat ostel tu tade internet ouh!myb pazni aty lme agy kot br blek.. coz na g kem lgy.. na g lawatn agy.. so weeknd je.. aty ta blk kot.. urm.. ta smpat la if blk uma t.. nek ni nk strugle trus! spm!spm! doakn aty ea.. tkot la jd spm candidate ni.. haish.!! npe nan aty ni.. rse len je.. ah! abaikn2.. cm na nanges pn ad gak taw! ); urm.. tamaw pikr! juz study!study jew!!! if nek ni tarian aty tu jd.. bez ouh!"JUZ DANCE" by lady gaga.. hee;purm.. uke la.. aty na kemas brg pe yg patot ni.. ary ni aty blek ostel saeng doyoq! tumpg kete dye.. dye ajak.. urm.. seng ckit! aty pn cam byk je brg nk bwk tu.. k la.. bye! i will mish u all..(;

imy<3
take care<3
i will bck soon..;p

ta blh tido ouh!

npe la ta blh tdo ni.. adesh.. t esk kat ostel mst nantok ni.. urm.. tde ap nk buat.. tu y aty tmbh pic mmbr2 uw..hee;p aty buhsan la.. urg kat dlm uma ni sume da tido.. hee.. mlm ni mud aty uke taw! rajen pulak nk chattin n rply comment2 kat myspace uw.. urm.. t mst aty mish kat kuchin aty tu.. hee.. dye la bf aty ouh skang! dyelah my jantong hati!! haha;p eh!aty rse aty da sketkn ati someone la..aty bru je lepas msg dye ni.. fad.. i'm so sorry k.. aty tade niat pn nk sketkn aty fad.. aty clap ckp an! aty taw! aty taw! but sury99... aty ta sengaje.. aty juz tamaw dstrb fad.. kn u ckp u letih.. urm.. u maafkan aty ta??i hope u can forgive me..).; k la.. nanait..);

asyik un9 je.. huh!;p

Hari ni aty bgn late ckit.. bangun2,trus kne bebel! perit ouh tinge.. tp sala aty gak.. mangun late..;p aftr b8fst, aty un9 myspace.. aty tkejut.. dapt comment dri dye.. dye kte aty smbng! urgh! aty ta sombong uke.. juz mlm td cam bz ckit.. urm.. sume urg ta pahm aty... ary n aty tade mud na kuar.. my mum ajak g uma kawan dye pn aty malaz.. tataw la npe.... otak manyak kusut taw! omwork ad agy ta complete! admth tu, fuh.. susa btl! urm.. aty ttdo aw kol 2 td.. then, bgn2 da tggl sirg kat uma.. y len tataw g ane.. ;( tpi.. tapela.. tu y aty un9 lagi.. hee.. urm.. ptg td.. aty chatin nan mmbr2.. qea,farana,fad,bai,nabeel.. ;p hee.. ilang mish aq kat deurg.. qea tnye pasl aq nan dye! huh!.. aq tataw na jwb ape.. siyez! bai pulak.. dye ckp bnde y mngejutkn aq.. papepn.. aq syg korg la.. urm.. td mmbr aty daya dtg uma! da smggu cuti br meet td.. ;purgh... esk da kne blk hostel ouh! tpi tape.. na spm pnye pasl an.. blk je la.. naek bas pulk uw..); urm.. tpi ley meet dye,tmc n baby kepoh! haha...;p

buhsan ouh ary ni);

haish! ary ni aty ta kuar uma lgsg aw! dok uma jer... tu y un9 je nih.. then tpikr na buat blog pulk.. tu pn lepz aty tgk blog si efan uw.. ;p hee.. aty da lme na buat blog ni.. tpi mlaz.. nseb bek ad efan.. dye yg tolon2!! ;p thnkz dear.. urm.. tghhr td thts person msg aty taw! juz say "hye"urm.. dye tu pelik la.. ary tu ckp len, skang ckp len!! huh!! da la.. aq mlz na cakap agy.. aty de agy smpn coklat tok dye.. ingat nk bg.. tp tapela.. bek aty mum je coklat tu.. mmbzir ouh! urmm..aty ta ley sebut nme mamat uw.. sume urg taw.. heehee;p smlm duet aty ilang aw! aty na wat somethg nan duet tu.. tp.. ta jmpe.. da cri da.. sedey ouh!););); urm.. ary ni efan badmud!!! i tnye smethg pn dye tana jwb.. at least bgtaw la y dye sedey kn.. urm wtv la!

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